I start to feel that I have to submit to what you want just to do what I like in the future

I am not feeling the mood to do what you all want, but I have no choice. Since you think what I have done was just mere pretence, I shall pretend all my way through. Till I get what I want, I know I have to endure. God, please help me get through this.

So, mood of the day says, ” pretending to be good.”

I feel like crying now

I don’t know why, I feel like crying now.

So, mood of the day says, “just cry it out.”