I start to feel that I have to submit to what you want just to do what I like in the future

I am not feeling the mood to do what you all want, but I have no choice. Since you think what I have done was just mere pretence, I shall pretend all my way through. Till I get what I want, I know I have to endure. God, please help me get through this.

So, mood of the day says, ” pretending to be good.”

You need to know

You need to know that there is a limit to everything.

You need to know that you have clearly crossed the line and demanded too much.

You need to know that people don’t just put in trust to you just like the air that you are breathing.

You need to know that you are too much and have taken my effort for granted.

You need to know that your son is not as bad as you think and stop comparing with other people’s children who CLEARLY smoke, gamble, LIE (BIG GODDAMN LIE! GOD!), cheat and are incompetent beyond imagination.

PLEASE,

CAN YOU  just stop praising them when you know that they are useless?I bet you can’t and you don’t know.

CAN YOU just stop demanding so much from me?

CAN YOU let me decide what I want and not blaming me for not taking the GODDAMN SCHOLARSHIP FROM THAT BLOODY UNIVERSITY?

CAN YOU at least understand that I DON’T WANT TO ENTER THAT BLOODY UNIVERSITY?

CAN YOU  not glamourise WHAT A SCHOLARSHIP CAN OFFER?

CAN YOU JUST LOOK AT HOW DESPERATE I AM TO CHANGE?

CAN YOU JUST APPRECIATE MY EFFORT AND NOT UTTER THOSE STUPID AND GODDAMN SWEEPING STATEMENT?

CAN YOU STOP MAKING COMMENTS SAYING THAT I AM BEYOND HOPE?

CAN YOU JUST STOP ACTING AS IF YOU ARE RIGHT???

CAN YOU JUST STOP HOPING THAT I CAN BE THAT MOST PERFECT SON IN THE WORLD?

So, mood of the day says, “Please, don’t make me change my mind.”